Self Titled 7" (Deranged Records)

by Altered Boys

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1.
The Blame 00:50
you manipulate to get your way left all alone, i feel betrayed played your game, got my pity had your fucking way with me and it still fucks with my head i wont let you in again i'd sacrifice without thinking twice walk all over me, you know i won't mind just another one who takes what they can get in and out of my life you fucking split and it still fucks with my head i wont let you in again i can't comprehend, why'd you lie cheat hurt and fuck over a friend? i hate what i've let you do and what you've put me through "take me piece by piece till there aint nothing left worth taking away from me" don't worry i know you'll find some way to blame me don't worry i always find a way to blame me
2.
Powerless 01:30
i'd sell my soul for the slightest sense of control i'll never know how it feels to let it all go feel so powerless against all this shit if i have no say do i even exist? i can't let go of what i know as it drags me down i can't break its hold i try and i try to find reasons why we're all lost, is this life even mine? i try and try to find reasons why but there's none.
3.
Timebomb 01:26
its so hard keeping my head on straight when life throws so much shit in my way burning inside for so long, just watch the fuse go i’m a walking timebomb a threat to those around me so i push away my tolerance drops as my frustration builds day after day if you get too close i’m taking you out with me not another fucking step no regrets, no apologies
4.
this reality is not for me, its only constant misery i trudge along with no relief forever a fuckup, so sick of defeat sleep evades, sense decay turned away, nothings fucking changed nothing satisfies the complications in my mind the bleeding never stops, need to cauterize another bullshit day soaked in through bloodshot eyes i just hope i learn to cope before i fucking die
5.
Ugliness 02:10
the world keeps pushing like it wants me to break fighting to hold on to my sanity each day the grip tightens around my neck can’t even hide that i’m a fucking wreck sick of sleepless night after night sick of every day being a fight sick of hating every thing that i see the world keeps pushing like it wants me to break fighting to hold on to my sanity can’t take all these assholes around me i gotta get away, get some relief sick of always disagreeing sick of wondering if its them or me sick of believing in nothing there’s only ugliness inside of me deep down inside i know i’ll never be free why’s everything so disgusting? can’t tell if its the world or me why does everything disgust me? can’t tell if its the world...

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released February 25, 2013

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